Sounds funny because i only quit it for 1 week, but yea in a way its a good rest for me. Any reflection? hmm maybe just one
i feel that perhaps take a break from it, can make me feel better both physically and mentally heh. Of course i will be lying if i say i took a break from games as i still play fm and fifa. But its not as time consuming i guess, because i managed newcastle in fm which can be some suck after losing a few games and u don't feel like playing anymore lol.
For fifa perhaps i only challenge real people, so yea i don really play against computer unless i training my set pieces, i want to be a true set piece master heh.
But todays issue is not really about games i guess,
Just when i type this line my mom come nag again haiz!! any body share the same pain as me?
OK back to the topic, its about fate!
I search online for its defination this is what i get
1.a. The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.
b. The inevitable events predestined by this force.
2. A final result or consequence; an outcome.
3. Unfavorable destiny; doom.
4. Fates Greek & Roman Mythology The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.
What is predetermines? so is everything predetermine? then y bother study? anyway it seems that everything is already planned out for u ? People keep saying let nature take it course. But can we? Can we just seriously let everything go as per normal?
I don't know what is other people opinion! but my firm answer stand as NO! I really need to go against fate, this is how i passed my family problems, this is why i don't like to lose to people in anything, this is also why i feel so sore always when i lose. Ok this is only to serious stuff, like real competition and stuff not to simple relax competition.
From now on, I need to work hard, I need a change over, not to live that life that i once had, complaining over the smallest of things, get affected by my mom and start giving a stupid no mood face. Last is stop lying to myself, I believe I lied to myself so many times, maybe this is a way to get myself motivated, but I will only do what i think is appropriate.
Thanks for reading and yea good day everybody! I hope i will have one also.
BTW THANKS MS FOR RECOVERING MY HDD! THOUGH IT MAY SEEMS USELESS NW BUT I AM HAPPY AT LEAST TO GET BACK SOME OF MY STUFF INCLUDING SONGS HEH :)
P.S I got addicted to fang big hole SAN REN YOU! heh